it's never over.

I was just cleaning my room looking at my calendar and realized that I only have one week before I move into my death. I don't want to do it. It just doesn't feel right. Well, sometimes I feel okay about it other times I just think wow, this is going to be a waste of four years. I don't know, I just don't know. There's just so much I want to do, and I don't know if I'll be able to do it all. I just couldn't tell ya. Help me out, tell me you're feeling the same way. I wish I had someone with me.